The Last of the last

Three more weeks, I can totally get out of this!
I hate test, but I still signed up.
I hate study those dead knowledge, but I still opened my note.
I hate living without rest, but I'm afarid I'll feel guilty if I stop studying.

For what?
a better life?
Who knows?
Maybe it's just a pit of hell~
So, why?
I just don't like to be bound, though I quite like what I'm doing now~

I don't want to figure out all the paradox of my choices,
just let me know, this is the last of the last!